Is a zine that features descriptive stories of unusual dreams and nightmares, alongside photographs and drawings by Esther Mulders. “I’ve Been Having The Strangest Dreams” will be on sale for $4, and each copy will come in customized packaging.
You were just lying there. In amongst my sheets and you looked like you belonged right where you were. You were sleeping in them and so nestled in them, as I stepped through the door of my room it came to my surprise that you were in my bed. Mine. Not anyone elses.
You opened your eyes so gently and I could feel this weight in my chest and I became so lost. Like I had forgotten why I was where I was and had forgotten all the world with just one glance.
I mumbled something to you in a nervous chatter and told you that I was just going to change out of my clothes. I walked over to my dresser and searched in the dark for something that was not there. It was too dark to see and so quiet I couldn’t even hear myself breathe let alone a whisper of your movement inside of a sea of blankets that were mine. Not anyone elses.
I unclothed myself awkwardly like the many times I had before in front of you and dressed myself in something I thought was unworthy of your glance. Nothing I could find was what I had wanted to wear. Nothing I could find was adequate. I looked into my mirror and I could see you staring at me. You looked entranced, so far away from me and yet just a few steps close. On my bed. Nestled so comfortably. Mine. Not anyone else’s.
Yeah, I was just reading that they'll kill other bugs. It was probably there because I have tons of spiders in my house. I'm not sure that I can handle seeing those around, even if they are killing spiders. Haha
Haha same. Definitely not okay with either of those things. But I think I’d be okay with just one of them rather than a ton of spiders.